{"id":4638,"date":"2015-05-11T19:48:35","date_gmt":"2015-05-11T23:48:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.childrenofdarkness.com\/?p=4638"},"modified":"2016-04-09T01:38:02","modified_gmt":"2016-04-09T01:38:02","slug":"romanus-or-razele","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/romanus-or-razele\/","title":{"rendered":"Romanus or Razele"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.childrenofdarkness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/merida-portrait3.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-4491 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/www.childrenofdarkness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/merida-portrait3-300x225.png\" alt=\"merida-portrait3\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" \/><\/a>It&#8217;s always something that has been in question, my sanity. For years I fought an inner war created in my own mind. I fought for the approval of the man I eternally loved and would die for. On a whim I would murder for him. I would pick up tasks impossible for one my age to do alone. Now as I sit back and look at my life now&#8230;what a foolish little girl I was. I watched my children and my husband playing near the gate to earth. I watched Marius and Pandora huddled together in an act of pure love. I watched Cherry and my dear sire sister Carrie. This is my family. My heart was theirs..I would fight to the end for them&#8230;but there was a nagging bug in the back of my mind I could not be rid of.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I have fallen in love with two new children. One which I intend to adopt, my beautiful Rowan. Armand agreed she would fit our family perfectly. And Zachary Taylor. The boy simple stole a bit of my heart and it stays with him. It came to our attention that Rowan had an Aunt. An unfortunate set back. Whilst I stand with my family as Merida Ann de Romanus, Merida Razele was in the forefront of my mind&#8230;planning..plotting. I&#8217;ll be damned if that skanky bitch of a Marquessa takes MY Rowan from us&#8230;no.. on the outside I am \u00a0Romanus&#8230;but with a coy smile and thoughts no one could stop, the insanity of my Razele blood lingered on, still a part of me. The bitch would die in a horrid manner. Now to tweak a plan or two.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s always something that has been in question, my sanity. For years I fought an inner war created in my own mind. I fought for the approval of the man I eternally loved and would die for. On a whim I would murder for him. I would pick up tasks impossible for one my age &#8230; <a title=\"Romanus or Razele\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/romanus-or-razele\/\" aria-label=\"Read more about Romanus or Razele\">Read more<\/a>","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"generate_page_header":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[4,17,32,42],"tags":[138,150,179,180],"class_list":["post-4638","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-character-journals","category-storylines","category-merida-douglas-character-journals","category-draconians","tag-merida-douglas","tag-rowan-eladen","tag-where-i-belong","tag-zachary-taylor","infinite-scroll-item","masonry-post","generate-columns","tablet-grid-50","mobile-grid-100","grid-parent","grid-50"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4638","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4638"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4638\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6004,"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4638\/revisions\/6004"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4638"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4638"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tlp-guild.com\/uo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4638"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}